Lies

You try to live your life to the best of your ability. Its not easy by any means but you still try and do your best, especially when you have children that depend on you. Life is what you make of it and when you are led to believe something that you basically wrap your life around and then find out that it was nothing but a complete lie, it really sends you into a state of panic on what to believe anymore. Whats real and whats not, thats what im asking myself now. I gave someone my heart completely and was led to believe i had hers, COMPLETELY. I never did and im devestated over the fact that she played me for all that time we were together. Why do people do that to one another? It makes me wonder if these people even know what affect and damage it can really do to another person. I have always been a person that has a big heart and i give it away pretty easily at times but after this last episode of being lied to and played with, this kid is on security alert. My heart belongs to God and my kids, thats all.